I've spent the last few years of my life worrying about others happiness and ended up being too flirtatious and in situations that I shouldn't of been in.
About 13-14 months ago I had to do some soul searching and what I found is no matter what I do in this life my family is what keeps me sane and makes me the happiest.
Through all my trials I still kept faith in myself and I continued my work ethic to keep me sane from the nonsense that was occurring in my life.
Self-inflicted nonsense this is why even though the nonsense still goes on that it doesn't effect us. We've found that we have an unbreakable bond that you don't build overnight.
The focus is success and being a success in everything we do. Once you hit bottom you have no other option than to go up.
I have dreams, life goals, and the will to do all I want and that has been and will continue to be my major emphasis and focus in my life.
Honestly nothing else matters but my success and the well being of my family.
So if you weren't present during my struggle then you won't be present during my shine and if you weren't on speaking terms with me at the end of 2014 you will not have any remnants of a presence to me in 2015 till infinity.