Tuesday, November 4, 2014

The Truth is.... Life Goes on... Life of a Changed Man


I used to get mad when people would subpost, subtweet, or try to assassinate my character, but now I'm personally in such a great place that I just move on. 

I have made mistakes in the past & if people want to continue to bring them present then that is really on them. 

I have moved on with my life and moved my life in a positive direction. 

When you hit rock bottom which I did you find yourself when you really dig deep. 

What I found is I'm not even close to the person that I was portraying. I am a loving, giving, and most of all real genuine person. 

The people that know me in my everyday life know this about me and love who I am. 

For those that know me from the internet and never sat down and had a deep conversation with me there are aspects of me that you will never be able to comprehend. 

You don't know where I've been and you damn sure have no clue where I'm going.  

So when people say I'm just like my father or I'm a devil it just proves the facts that they are mesmerized by a facade that is me. 

What it boils down to is he's not with me so he's a piece of shit. Honestly I would of been mad about someone that thought this about me about a year and a half ago and went to lengths to defend myself. 

What I found is there is no sense in trying to prove these doubters wrong. I've been doubted my whole life and set up to fail. So why not as a GROWN MAN set yourself up to win?

I've been hated talked down upon and called every name in the spectrum by someone I shared the same roof with, so someone online or fake pages could never really cloud my vision of reaching the finish line. 

Understand this about me I was the outcast of my family shipped house to house had nowhere to live and ended up being on my own at 13 as an adult and still finished High School on my own and college. 

What that tells me is I can accomplish anything I want in this life I lead. 

If I rose from that and like I said being set up to fail by my own family your hateful spiteful jealous rage is not gonna stop my shine. 

Someone made a comment on here that I owe this and I owe that. I'm here to say November 4th 2014 I don't owe anyone anything at all. If anyone is expecting anything from me you WILL not get a reaction from me but you will get a prayer. There will be no coming back from me no matter what you say or do. That chapter of my life is closed and I'm honestly sick of hearing about it. Case closed. 

I'm told everyday that's your boss at work and I laugh and respond real quick that I have no boss the only boss of me is Jesus. 

When I hit rock bottom I said about 150 hail Mary's I got on my knees asked for forgiveness and I will forever pay for my sins internally, but I feel God has forgiven me. 

God has a plan for me and I'd like to think that if I were anywhere else than
Where I am supposed to be he would take me out. That hasn't happened so as much as it gets people fired up and they reach reach reach understand that this is God's plan and I don't care if you like it or not but let me fulfill my destiny and leave me and mine alone for once and for all. 

We have not reached out to any of you people nor will we so ask yourself why am I still wrapped up in events from over a year and a half ago?!!!

Life is a journey life is a treasure most of all life goes on and I feel it's time for those not involved in my life on November 4th 2014 to move on with theirs.......


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Tuesday, November 4, 2014

The Truth is.... Life Goes on... Life of a Changed Man


I used to get mad when people would subpost, subtweet, or try to assassinate my character, but now I'm personally in such a great place that I just move on. 

I have made mistakes in the past & if people want to continue to bring them present then that is really on them. 

I have moved on with my life and moved my life in a positive direction. 

When you hit rock bottom which I did you find yourself when you really dig deep. 

What I found is I'm not even close to the person that I was portraying. I am a loving, giving, and most of all real genuine person. 

The people that know me in my everyday life know this about me and love who I am. 

For those that know me from the internet and never sat down and had a deep conversation with me there are aspects of me that you will never be able to comprehend. 

You don't know where I've been and you damn sure have no clue where I'm going.  

So when people say I'm just like my father or I'm a devil it just proves the facts that they are mesmerized by a facade that is me. 

What it boils down to is he's not with me so he's a piece of shit. Honestly I would of been mad about someone that thought this about me about a year and a half ago and went to lengths to defend myself. 

What I found is there is no sense in trying to prove these doubters wrong. I've been doubted my whole life and set up to fail. So why not as a GROWN MAN set yourself up to win?

I've been hated talked down upon and called every name in the spectrum by someone I shared the same roof with, so someone online or fake pages could never really cloud my vision of reaching the finish line. 

Understand this about me I was the outcast of my family shipped house to house had nowhere to live and ended up being on my own at 13 as an adult and still finished High School on my own and college. 

What that tells me is I can accomplish anything I want in this life I lead. 

If I rose from that and like I said being set up to fail by my own family your hateful spiteful jealous rage is not gonna stop my shine. 

Someone made a comment on here that I owe this and I owe that. I'm here to say November 4th 2014 I don't owe anyone anything at all. If anyone is expecting anything from me you WILL not get a reaction from me but you will get a prayer. There will be no coming back from me no matter what you say or do. That chapter of my life is closed and I'm honestly sick of hearing about it. Case closed. 

I'm told everyday that's your boss at work and I laugh and respond real quick that I have no boss the only boss of me is Jesus. 

When I hit rock bottom I said about 150 hail Mary's I got on my knees asked for forgiveness and I will forever pay for my sins internally, but I feel God has forgiven me. 

God has a plan for me and I'd like to think that if I were anywhere else than
Where I am supposed to be he would take me out. That hasn't happened so as much as it gets people fired up and they reach reach reach understand that this is God's plan and I don't care if you like it or not but let me fulfill my destiny and leave me and mine alone for once and for all. 

We have not reached out to any of you people nor will we so ask yourself why am I still wrapped up in events from over a year and a half ago?!!!

Life is a journey life is a treasure most of all life goes on and I feel it's time for those not involved in my life on November 4th 2014 to move on with theirs.......


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