Some people on the internet are so stuck in the past that they lose sight of what life is about.
Life to me is about getting yours while you can being successful by any means.
I have recently had someone that claimed to love me desecrate my whole being with her fabrication of who I am in her head.
I was told that I basically live a lie when this person hides behind fake profiles and makes antagonizing pages to harass myself and my family.
So my question to you is who is living the lie? The last 8-9 months of my life I have had the most clarity ever and what happened for me 3.30 GPA new career new look on life.
Last year wasn't my finest moment well year for that matter but what I have done in 2014 is only the beginning. I am the happiest I have ever been yet the person who I believe is making the fake profiles thinks I was happiest with them and my genuine feelings are a lie that someone is making me do.
I'm a lot of things far from perfect is one of them with that said I'm not no punk. I just decided what was better for me and my sanity.
I'm not gonna spend my life arguing and bickering back and forth with people I have argued more in 2013 than I did in an 11 year relationship in its entirety. And that's not good for me or anyone else in my life.
No man wants a woman that brings constant drama to their life I'm sorry and I'm a stubborn ass Capricorn once you're done you're done.
See my issue in life in the past was I thought I was missing something so I talked to whoever I wanted not thinking about the repercussions of my actions. But see the biggest part of being a man is learning from your mistakes.
I learned in the last 8 months I'm
Not missing anything, nothing at all. All it missed was some unnecessary drama.
So I leave this to you to those that read this page and to those that stalk it.
Whatever idea you have of me in your head how I'm a bad man I'm a cheater I'm a heartbreaker or whatever else it is that you call me I'll be that the opinion of the general public has never in my life meant a damn thing to me. The actions that you have shown aren't out of love they are out of hate. Love which I heard I know nothing about isn't out to hurt people or make people feel the hurt you feel I caused you. This was never just about me it's about others and their feelings only no one ever thought or thinks that I have to look my family in the eye and see the pain they were caused as we'll.
There is no right there is no wrong I just want to move on. I have admitted my mistakes I have done what I deemed necessary to redeem myself for my actions my flaws and the idiotic things I have done. Honestly I'll spend the rest of my life fixing what I broke and I am fine with that. I have been called just like my father in the past few months and I can proudly say that's a lie, my father would never admit his mistakes. My father doesn't have my hustle my drive or my ambition. My father was just a sperm donor in my opinion, so since that is your thought of me let me be cause honestly you don't know shit about me!