Thursday, December 13, 2012

From my heart to yours...





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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I have read this twice today & both times it brought me instantly to tears. You helped me see I am broken because I don't love myself. I don't know how. Growing up everything was my fault. My mom hated me for being born. Her life would have been so much better if I wouldn't have been born. She has told me this on more than one occasion. I remember always being yelled at for everything.

When I was 10 she started calling me fat. I really thought I was, but looking back at pictures I was a normal skinny kid. She was also physically abusive. One time when I was 11 she was yelling at me for something & I don't know if I didn't answer fast enough or if I said something she didn't like, but I was sitting on my bed & she came running into my room & slammed my head against the wall.

After my parents divorced when I was 9 my dad took a back seat role in my life. I've never been in a relationship where I felt loved. I've been lied to, cheated on, used & abused.

Reading your last two blog entries have made me realize I have allowed most of this to happen to myself. I'm not a good foundation for a man. No man wants a cracked foundation & that's exactly what I am.

I don't know how to love myself. Not even sure if you can lean how or how to learn how, but I do believe I have it in me to try.

Thank you for exposing my cracked foundation & allowing me to share this on your blog. I have some hard work ahead of me & I'll be checking in for insperation.

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Thursday, December 13, 2012

From my heart to yours...





- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I have read this twice today & both times it brought me instantly to tears. You helped me see I am broken because I don't love myself. I don't know how. Growing up everything was my fault. My mom hated me for being born. Her life would have been so much better if I wouldn't have been born. She has told me this on more than one occasion. I remember always being yelled at for everything.

When I was 10 she started calling me fat. I really thought I was, but looking back at pictures I was a normal skinny kid. She was also physically abusive. One time when I was 11 she was yelling at me for something & I don't know if I didn't answer fast enough or if I said something she didn't like, but I was sitting on my bed & she came running into my room & slammed my head against the wall.

After my parents divorced when I was 9 my dad took a back seat role in my life. I've never been in a relationship where I felt loved. I've been lied to, cheated on, used & abused.

Reading your last two blog entries have made me realize I have allowed most of this to happen to myself. I'm not a good foundation for a man. No man wants a cracked foundation & that's exactly what I am.

I don't know how to love myself. Not even sure if you can lean how or how to learn how, but I do believe I have it in me to try.

Thank you for exposing my cracked foundation & allowing me to share this on your blog. I have some hard work ahead of me & I'll be checking in for insperation.